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31 From the beginning it was not easy

Martina was 25 years. come as any. With dream that podbije America. His wyjątkowością. That is something dorobi. This is nothing that you do not know the language. This is nothing that the school was German. Dyplomowana graduate of the Krakow Polish Academy of Education. From the beginning it was not easy. This language.

Sprzątała. It was hard naparwdę. Niezwyczajna to work, rather mode of life to studying, reading books could not be reconciled with the daily harówką. After pewym time it comes to her boyfriend, Marek. Uwielbiał it. It was his muzą, princess. He sensitive, quiet, while wygadany and intelligent. Pracowity. He quickly found in a new environment, postarał even sponsorship of the work.

She soon learned the language, the job has changed. Started care for children. Earnings were good. Ca it was hiring a new apartment and buy a car. Another summer-dwudziestokilku not thought about insurance, taxes and pension contributions. “For such a young, and I’m ready to …” Własnie. He loved it. “My small Martynka” - Abraham said. He wanted to marry. She was not certain. Someone with papers by the sprzydał. We know, preferably a rich American … Ociągała.

For the moment. Learned men - an American. The charming, even handsome “komputerowiec.” And most important. PAPIERY. Rzuciła make. Minęły next two years. Marek suffer. Asked to come back. Chemistry miłosci not, however, lasts forever. Poznał someone because he loved and how much you can wait? At present, is married. Happy. In a month come into the world of his first child. Kupił house, has a good job and a green card. Martynę mention the sentimental. But it was the past and its decision. It is also wanted someone with papers.

Martyna rozstała with your computer scientist. Rzucił it. The American lifestyle and a love of fast food has created a girl that took a lot of weight to become a living advertisement of his style diets. IT cast it for a younger, smaller blondynki, a Polish woman indeed. Another marzącej of paper … When I learned that Marek is married passed collapse. But the same chose. Now meet with a Pole. He has 38 years and although loves children so much, can not afford it on their own. In addition to this … with whom? There are health problems. “All these years zleciały as one day. And what I have? Nothing.” And the time flies.

Yes, it is easy to say. Zastanowię get on with it tomorrow. So easy to say I am young and I have the time. I’m pretty zaczekam and the man in whose zasługuję, preferably rich and citizenship. Too easy. These few girls could now be really happy. Wrongly rozegrały party called America. Chciały go and went the easy way. Here, nothing is easy. And there is nothing for free.

How will the subsequent 20-latkami? Such as we pass in stores, cashiers, or in parks in the care of children? About buziach quite delicate and Slavic features, which are all still so? How to tackle the next generation of 20-year old Polish women in America? Something will change? Starts to think? Investing in yourself? Its łudzić is that beauty and youth are all too? They will be a handful and it shows that today can much more than just a cook and look good? Sprzątać and care for someone else’s children? That can do more than just a good sell for a low price? I do not know. Times are changing. I know. But people? Never? “Because I was young and beautiful … I had so many years you are.

30 This good, peaceful, nice girl?

Once in Poland silent mouse. “Mól Book” - remembers sister - “Lubiała read a lot. She was smart. I pretty. … Only such a nieśmiała forever.” Przyjechała the sisters, set in the fresh mężatki. “For such prosperity in America.” It also had to go. This was. She had to go to school. She wanted to learn. She had ambitions. All-time przeszłym. Bo did not have enough oil in the head? For the next girl uderzyły bubbles? Because it PODOBNO America changing?

From the beginning it was a shock for her. Suddenly, men began to interest her. And in the extremely easy when you are szczupłą and proportional. I look at the pictures. “You know it … I would now never met” … Books went in sideways. There are no parents, no control. It is, however stupid age twenty years on the fringes of free adulthood. And again, discos. Probably to overcome shyness began to take something. Odważniejsze clothes do not make you cwańszym inside. The tablet can help. At the moment. She worked. Working in the office was a source of considerable courage przychodów.Wymagała. The combined with the sale, including the profit from sales. And there have courage, tupetu.

As for her age zarabiała good money. Pro not hired an apartment and bought a car. Freedom in America tastes wyśmienicie. The status of what was not ever in Poland. There, in the village podwarszawskiej all say “but this is ustawiła in America.” Do not worry about what people say. Do not do anything under their dictation. Do so, you could do was well with each other. (…) Banały. Empty frazesy. School has never been. There was a child. Przypadkiem and too early. Sister helped, but the girl was not ready. Fun and work. No family life. Where this girl? This good, peaceful, nice girl? Here is America and every wymówka was good. By not doing anything. There is no time. There is no money … When? Precisely when and not now?

One day caused the accident. Then came to light. She was under the influence of the drug. Odwyk and pile of debts. Counterfeiting cheques … Her daughter is now five years old and is charming. Mama loves it, but it is weak. With the weak. Too early rzucono on its shoulders adulthood. Zachłysnęła it. Her sister is now przybraną daughter. A could be a little different … Popełnić errors, which you leave scars for life is easy. Too easy.

29 Thought that I am like Columbus.

Thought that I am like Columbus. That I am the most. Because you know… Here you can win or force, or zaryć face of the bottom of awareness. Besides … as elsewhere unless. Only… just, you know… here is not the case. ” How? — Ask. I’m young and I want to know what is …

We are poobijana. A few days ago went to jail. Forty-eight hours sufficed to dark skin companions shown its evil prison, is a place where Polish women in America. Such as it once. Fine, young, przebojowych … For Polish women are supposedly the most.

It is now forty years old and sometimes it can sometimes be aggressive. The situation with kelnerem in a restaurant. Wybuchła argument. Przyjechała police. Wituś, boyfriend, fled. At the bottom.

Dostała isation on “good morning”. Amendment to the “good afternoon” to “good night” … and at any event to “see you soon.” To make it not seem that, as is Polish and cleans up in America … not ściągała nose clouds.

He lives in the south Chicago nieciekawej district. With his Witusiem. Wituś one day it announced that it will not be worked “because he is already in the life narobił … Zapracował rest in this, as he stated Chameryce. Zapracował to in order to force Wiesię to that she worked for him. Why not?

“Lose force in America? More option … Lose … “- Wiesia incur a cigarette. Unosi to smoke.” You are young “- says -” You have a chance … listen … ”

Wiesia having arrived 20 years. How many. Like most. And like a majority and its uderzyły bubbles to the head. Upiła the szampańską America.

Success? “About raaaany. How many of them were. “Everyone wanted to meet with a beautiful girl. High, slim, dense hair. Intelligent? Maybe. Life has shown, however, that not enough. Because America should learn” how to think about yourself, learn humility and with the Wellness This is often not done. Wychodziła clubs, discotheques. stawiali Men drinks. She had clothes and figure. “Bo Polish women are the most” - mawiała. “most beautiful, najzaradniejsze, najmądrzejsze …” Imponowało her. Twenty Seeing their zaczepki. Dojrzali men offered sponsorship. Sometimes a stricter proposals. It was as goddess. “My Aphrodite” - Abraham said Wituś. And she proudly put his head on his shoulder. Uciekło.

Life przeciekło between the fingers. “This cholerny time runs too fast here …” - wzdycha. “You think that only here?” — Ask zaczepnie. Beauty disappeared. There remains nothing. Only twenty years uprooted from the diary. “Zmarnowałam life in America, because it seemed to me …” - the smiles, showing deficiencies in the dentition. Wituś once it uderzyl. Free dentist.

She met him at discotheques. He had gadane, had a red car, ‘cool’ is clothed. What’s more beautiful dwudziestolatce need? Zakochać. And the love. Obiecywał. “You’ll have everything. Automobile, house, clothes … You are going to live like a queen. I love you!” She was with him. Without security guarantees - marriage. That is better. Time passed. “America you are receiving.” — Laughs - “a sense of fleeting.” “Stop thinking that one day WILL better. Do something.”

She worked as kelnerka. “At the beginning” - thought. “We used to go to school. I should be educated. To Poland thought that something doszłam.” “I do not odkładaj anything until tomorrow” - he says. Time passed. From holiday to holiday. Mijały years, the school was never time. There were more important matters. Outputs from Witusiem, which increasingly zaglądał to glass. I work and work and work. She Bozia today, and tomorrow da … Dobiła 35 years. It did not work as kelnerka in expensive night club. Lists breakfast in the cafeteria, where each morning staruszkowie leave a few minor.

It is not pretty. It is not the first youth. “Wituś, but this time running out … remember how they met.” But Wituś there is no time to bajery. He is hungry.

“I myślec learn about yourself. Because nobody will do that for you. “Koleżanki in Poland already have children. Some deuce. Marta is a nurse.” He has such a good husband and the future “- wzdycha -” And I like ładniejsza and mądrzejsza. Life is violent? Or maybe you need to think “- ironizuje.Nie have insurance. There is no savings. Odkładała on pension contributions. The new dresses and cosmetics were important. And I will always young and strong and pretty.

With twenty years thinking about what will be for the next twenty? She did not. Thinking about that, in order to go to the club? Find the boy, who will create odwiezie drink and a good car. You show a piece of flesh, and he may invite you to dinner and may “mistake” will treat this as a licence to ściągniecia you majtek. Maybe, and maybe not. I hope not. Because it is easier to find someone who “apparently” fulfill your dreams? For what price? “And whether this is worth?

Wiesia says that he has nothing. Wyszła from jail. No one who had to pay for it. There is no money to “rent”. Wituś fled from the restaurant, but her wept. It is poobijana and can not go to work. There are no children. There is nothing. Hope? Maybe, but not enough or not? Not too late? It is never too late. “I zmarnowałam life in America. Do not let that you spotkalo the same. And I was young and beautiful”