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29 Thought that I am like Columbus.

Thought that I am like Columbus. That I am the most. Because you know… Here you can win or force, or zaryć face of the bottom of awareness. Besides … as elsewhere unless. Only… just, you know… here is not the case. ” How? — Ask. I’m young and I want to know what is …

We are poobijana. A few days ago went to jail. Forty-eight hours sufficed to dark skin companions shown its evil prison, is a place where Polish women in America. Such as it once. Fine, young, przebojowych … For Polish women are supposedly the most.

It is now forty years old and sometimes it can sometimes be aggressive. The situation with kelnerem in a restaurant. Wybuchła argument. Przyjechała police. Wituś, boyfriend, fled. At the bottom.

Dostała isation on “good morning”. Amendment to the “good afternoon” to “good night” … and at any event to “see you soon.” To make it not seem that, as is Polish and cleans up in America … not ściągała nose clouds.

He lives in the south Chicago nieciekawej district. With his Witusiem. Wituś one day it announced that it will not be worked “because he is already in the life narobił … Zapracował rest in this, as he stated Chameryce. Zapracował to in order to force Wiesię to that she worked for him. Why not?

“Lose force in America? More option … Lose … “- Wiesia incur a cigarette. Unosi to smoke.” You are young “- says -” You have a chance … listen … ”

Wiesia having arrived 20 years. How many. Like most. And like a majority and its uderzyły bubbles to the head. Upiła the szampańską America.

Success? “About raaaany. How many of them were. “Everyone wanted to meet with a beautiful girl. High, slim, dense hair. Intelligent? Maybe. Life has shown, however, that not enough. Because America should learn” how to think about yourself, learn humility and with the Wellness This is often not done. Wychodziła clubs, discotheques. stawiali Men drinks. She had clothes and figure. “Bo Polish women are the most” - mawiała. “most beautiful, najzaradniejsze, najmądrzejsze …” Imponowało her. Twenty Seeing their zaczepki. Dojrzali men offered sponsorship. Sometimes a stricter proposals. It was as goddess. “My Aphrodite” - Abraham said Wituś. And she proudly put his head on his shoulder. Uciekło.

Life przeciekło between the fingers. “This cholerny time runs too fast here …” - wzdycha. “You think that only here?” — Ask zaczepnie. Beauty disappeared. There remains nothing. Only twenty years uprooted from the diary. “Zmarnowałam life in America, because it seemed to me …” - the smiles, showing deficiencies in the dentition. Wituś once it uderzyl. Free dentist.

She met him at discotheques. He had gadane, had a red car, ‘cool’ is clothed. What’s more beautiful dwudziestolatce need? Zakochać. And the love. Obiecywał. “You’ll have everything. Automobile, house, clothes … You are going to live like a queen. I love you!” She was with him. Without security guarantees - marriage. That is better. Time passed. “America you are receiving.” — Laughs - “a sense of fleeting.” “Stop thinking that one day WILL better. Do something.”

She worked as kelnerka. “At the beginning” - thought. “We used to go to school. I should be educated. To Poland thought that something doszłam.” “I do not odkładaj anything until tomorrow” - he says. Time passed. From holiday to holiday. Mijały years, the school was never time. There were more important matters. Outputs from Witusiem, which increasingly zaglądał to glass. I work and work and work. She Bozia today, and tomorrow da … Dobiła 35 years. It did not work as kelnerka in expensive night club. Lists breakfast in the cafeteria, where each morning staruszkowie leave a few minor.

It is not pretty. It is not the first youth. “Wituś, but this time running out … remember how they met.” But Wituś there is no time to bajery. He is hungry.

“I myślec learn about yourself. Because nobody will do that for you. “Koleżanki in Poland already have children. Some deuce. Marta is a nurse.” He has such a good husband and the future “- wzdycha -” And I like ładniejsza and mądrzejsza. Life is violent? Or maybe you need to think “- ironizuje.Nie have insurance. There is no savings. Odkładała on pension contributions. The new dresses and cosmetics were important. And I will always young and strong and pretty.

With twenty years thinking about what will be for the next twenty? She did not. Thinking about that, in order to go to the club? Find the boy, who will create odwiezie drink and a good car. You show a piece of flesh, and he may invite you to dinner and may “mistake” will treat this as a licence to ściągniecia you majtek. Maybe, and maybe not. I hope not. Because it is easier to find someone who “apparently” fulfill your dreams? For what price? “And whether this is worth?

Wiesia says that he has nothing. Wyszła from jail. No one who had to pay for it. There is no money to “rent”. Wituś fled from the restaurant, but her wept. It is poobijana and can not go to work. There are no children. There is nothing. Hope? Maybe, but not enough or not? Not too late? It is never too late. “I zmarnowałam life in America. Do not let that you spotkalo the same. And I was young and beautiful”

May 14, 2008 | In Maine County |